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My Space ruined my life
Haha! it sure did ruin my life. I have to be like, the only person alive who doesnt have a my space account, and for that matter, im the only person alive who hates it.

Random thoughts are a good time.

I am now sitting in the library at school, happily skipping class. I should be researching for my paper, but ah, whatcha gonna do? Its almost done and i have plenty of time to do it. Design II is a huge bummer. That is what class i am skipping right now...3 hours of drawing the same thing OVER and OVER again. Kinda makes me wanna pull my hair out, but really, what doesnt make me want to pull my hair out nowadays?

Ill tell you what really does: football. If i have to hear the name JP Losman one more time ill...

well i dunno what ill do.

I feel really bad cuz i really freaked out on Chris yesterday and i felt super bad about an hour afterward. He came over to watch the game with my dad (which was adorable by the way) and then he left to play football! I was pretty upset, but didnt even have a right to. I mean i stayed over night at his house so why not just let him have his Sunday to himself?

So i called him around like 10:30 cuz there was a really big thunder that scared me and i was like. Listen, you have loved the bills longer than youve even known me, and its not fair that i try to replace them. I mean, if they mean that much to you, and if football means that much to you,then ill just have to get used to it.

Im sure i will. I mean he said it himself, itll prevent alot of fighting, cuz thats all we fight about anymore. His love for the Bills. I love things too, just not enough to have it rank above everyone else.

Things seem to be okay. Im feeling okay, which is rare. When everything starts looking up, then im nicer, and happier, and thats good for everyone else.