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so maybe my life isnt fight club...
So yea. Im at The House of Bauza at the moment. They are watching days of our lives. Ive never watched it cuz im usually watching All My Children at 1. I love that show. Its cheesy but i love it.

I dont really have much to say. My arm hurts. Im tired, and my stomache hurts. I feel like im falling apart. Ive felt completely miserable for the last week or so. I wish i could figure out why. I set up an appointment with my doctor for wednesday. thats the first step i suppose.

Britt Rob and Turner came over yesterday and we had super fun art times. Being messy with charcoal is more fun that you could imagine. or maybe you could imagine. whatever. i love it. Britt made the cutest painting for Rob. It kinda mde me cry a lil bit. Theyre so happy and im so happy for them. I just wish SOME people named Chris fucking Hergott wouldnt try to fuck it up. I cant wait til he leaves. On that note, i wish Ted was leaving. He fucking fucks everything up. All he wants to do is get high and its so annoying. Everything is wonderful until he shows up and then everyone is in a foul mood. Hes being an asshole then everyone magically becomes an asshole. And another thing, i hate how he feels the need to just invite himself EVERYWHERE. If we wanted u somewhere wed invite you. ugh, how rude. He needs to realize that no one really likes him and that hes just annoying and pissing everyone off when hes around. We need to just tell him not to come around anymore cuz we dont want him there. By there i mean the Bauzas. He and I used to be pretty close but now hes just an asshole to me, even when im just sitting there. Hell tell me not to look at him and then yell at me. He can say hes joking all he wants but i know he's not. Soon hes gonna be into different harder drugs cuz he hangs out with Tony all the time and thats just something that i DONT want to be a part of.

I know alot of other people agree with me on this too. Ugh, im annoyed. Im glad i have people that agree with me on this cuz i wouldnt want to be by myself on this issue.

yea, thats enough cuz Bridget thingks that this is too long as it is. Thats funny, im funny.