Current mood:	rushed
Current music:	electioneering-radiohead

karma police, arrest this man...
he talks in maths,He buzzes like a fridge, hes like a detuned radio....

OMG i love Radiohead!

Anyways. I had people over at my house last nite, and it was alot better than i thought it would be. I just wish my dad would calm down so that we could at least have a lil more fun. I hate the fact that hes so uptight all of the time. It makes me feel like people dont want to be over at my house cuz no matter what one of is doing something wrong. "put a coaster down", "dont slam the door", "careful on the chair, dont squish the cushion" Its really actually pathetic that it has to be that way. One day im just gonna wreck everything, just to prove to my dad that i DONT care. Theyre just belongings.

We did manage to eat 180 pizza rolls tho.

Sally, my brother in law's mom-is in the hospital. She only has 10% kidney function, and if her kidney shuts down, shes going to die. Im going into work early tho so that steph can go see her. I think i should probably do the same. im really worried.

i want to cry my eyes out but nothing will come out. Ive cried every last tear i had on stupid shit. THAT makes me feel like the biggest tool on the planet, even bigger than blake maras.

Speaking of which, Aaron keeps calling me from New Orleans, and i keep ignoring him. I dont know why. I guess i just dont want to think about him right now, cuz for once in my life im doing what i want without him being in the back of my mind all the time. Minus the whole trying to figure out Turner thing, im pretty happy right now.

i trust i can rely on your vote.