Current mood:	nap time
Current music:	i would die for you-garbage

lets go back to the start
Bridget is so fucking hilarious: "and then i realized that he couldnt do it." HAHAHAHAHAHA. Wow, i really needed to hear something that funny cuz its really been a while. Well, not so much. Ted said something pretty funny the other nite too: "I love it when it a girl just says yer name like, Tedddiiieee."

Its about someone wrote a song about hazel eyes. You go Kelly Clarkson.

Sigh, i think i agree with Bridget with the whole toning things down a bit. I get with my friends, usually at Bauza Bauza and drink with our entire group of friends. Thats alot of people. Dont get me wrong, it always turns out being like the best time ever. But all ive been doing is drinking, smoking, talking about sex and dancing my ass off. Ok, its not so much a bad thing, but maybe its time to take a break from living the life of a rock star.

Britt threw an egg in the street today cuz she was pissed. I wish i could be that free and just throw shit when im mad, but im too afraid of making too much noise at my house. Thats no way to be. Fuck that. Next time someone makes me mad...im throwing everything. I used to break shit all the time like bottles and stuff. I would just throw em at my door, but unfortunatley i dont have a door anymore. And really, i dont wanna clean up the mess at all. Ha, i think too much about things before i do them, but only in certain senses. In other senses i dont think a half a second before i do some things.

Ya know what? Screw toning it down. Im having fun and im happy doing what im doing, so long live the partying!!! wooo!!

Canada tonite anyone? Im certainly gonna go either way. I wanna be there when Bridget and Britt have their first legal drink in Canada!

They have my bday present and im DYING to know what it is. ONE MORE WEEK THEN IM 20!!

Kate called me last nite and told me who stole my phone, but wouldnt tell me who told her. I dont care, as long as i know WHO it was who took it. It was the bastard Carl, who also took Mama Bauzas camera, AND is going to jail for possesion of stolen fire arms. AND has a daughter on the way. What a winner. NOT.

im tired and i think that i may want to take a nap now. See ya bitches!