Current mood:	hungry
Current music:	bright eyes

Enough is enough
Im eliminating everything/everyone that makes me unhappy. This would include:

01. Irene (obviously)
02. Kenny Reinhard (whom i will never forgive)
03. Anyone that has the balls to hurt any of my friends
04. Anyone who has the balls to hurt ME
05. Devo
06. People who dont like Novemeber Rain (that goes out to Britt)
07. Any kind of bad industrial music
08. Jeff Goldblum movies/tv shows/ anything that hes in.
09. People talking about football for way longer than nessesary.
10. thinking about things that just dont need to be thought about anymore

Thanks to my friends who assured me last night that it is going to be okay, and that i am loved. Sometimes ya just need to hear it.

It was my turn to be in a bad mood last night thats all. I mean i never ever do that. I listen and help everyone and it was my turn to be listened to.

You know what would make me incredibly happy right now? watching Stella and eating Mighty Taco. For some reason i can not get enough mighty taco lately. Its the summer, i know it is. I only eat tons of Mighty in the summer.

I decided with a lil help from my friends that i am going to just do whatever the fuck i want as long as it makes me happy. Yes thats right, im going to do things for ME, as opposed to keeping everyone else in the world happy. I just dont have enough time for me, and thats not good. Dont get me wrong, if anyone ever has a problem with anything and u need to talk to somebody i will always always be here. I can put my own problems on hold to help out the people i love. But from now on all i want to do is do things for me. I know that no one is going to get mad at me or anything crazy like that, i just think its a problem of not knowing how to take care of myself and making myself happy.

For i while i felt like no matter what i did i was immediatley a slut. I couldnt talk to a guy without getting looks or something. I mean i feel like all i can do is sit there and not say a word to anyone. Im slowly starting to not feel like anymore, but once you feel a certain way about something, its hard to just erase it in a day.

From now on, its nothing but living life to the fullest and doing what i want as long as itll make me happy. And another thing, no more of this Mrs. Nice Girl bullshit. Im sick of people manhandling me, and stepping all over me cuz they know i wont do anything back. It ends now. U piss me off, u WILL see the mean side of me. And this is not a joke so dont take it like that. Im gonna make some serious changes in my life and i know that there will always be three people there to help me whenever i need it, and you know who you are. love you guys.

well that was quite long and i think its time to wrap this bad boy up. thank you and goodnight.